For last few weeks i sit in front of my computer and log onto blogger and select onto new post, start writing first few lines about something which I am thinking and then start pressing backspace till the page gets cleared, stare at it for a while and then close the browser.
Just listening to Pink Floyd's one of the biggest hit "comfortably numb" i feel i have become something like that. Nothing now makes me feel astonished nothing now makes me feel energised nothing now makes me feel seek out and get it. Its not the first time i am feeling it but it has happened in the past also. So i just go about my daily routine of going to work and do it and come back home and sleep over it. Not interested in talking to anyone not interested in meeting with anyone just want to lie down and stare at the stars or at fans at times.
Two weeks back my head went crazy...started paining like crazy and when i close my eyes not to feel about it it comes back with more vengeance. Decide to go home and go for a check up...i used to have this headache when i did not eat my dinner properly and it used to subside but this time it would not relent coming back stronger. Decided to go to the doctor and got my check up done and result showed High Blood Pressure and Hypertension....i was not surprised but now starting to get back to track...doing exercise and planning to reduce my weight to 80Kgs.
Now about the heading what i am contemplating i hell still dont know, my head is working at superspeed and wants to do lotsa things but then there are forces which i cannot fight with for making me do things.
Finally my post after a very very long time
